I've been so caught up with everything
Trying to make things 'better'
Though nothing has backfired YET,
You know how some quotes in life's all about
'Good things come to those who WORK
wait for it'
'Life is full of possibilities'
'Live like the world is yours to take'
All that positivity. . . .
can sometimes result in high expectations
& cause a harder, more painful fall
I've been grouchy
Probably due to lack of sleep
& what nots which I really wish I can go on and on about
I'm not all that negative really
I've had fun and quality time spent too
I'm sick & tired of chasing
Waiting for a TOMORROW THAT'LL NEVER COME
Waiting for $ to fall from the sky
I may have a better chance with the sky than him
"played" & "delayed"
My initial reaction was
Its like a mental training really!
Still angst but I managed to be on a much controlled level
Whats a man with empty promises again and again and again?
In the end,
waste my time waste my money waste my anger
WHAT DO I GET FROM U?
I've picked up another job,
Decided why "wait" for money when I can go out and earn it.
9 hours day job
extended with my night job
left with few hours of rest
Weekends dedicated to family
My night job is not lup sap
I serve food and drinks one
Need sweep and mop floor clean tables
My friends say my pt pay is damn little LOL
Its quite paisei
& Ive had seen friends while working
EH WHY YOU WORK HERE
HOW COME YOU WILL WORK HERE
I'd love to tell you I work for fun and to pass time
But Sorry I'm working for $$$
Maybe you can just pat my shoulder like a stranger
who patted mine and said I was awesome
Irony of Oh yay end work lo!
While packing up to go to work again