it's such a tough decision. should i or should i not? remain a clean back or not? ): pros and cons. i think i shouldnt cos i'm afraid i might regret. and im afraid that i wont look elegant in my wedding dress anddd, im afraid mommy wont be able to accept it. ( she's accepted the rose there though ) -.- i think i should cos i want it very badly cos i love the pain. ok lame. sigh. what should i decide on? tough tough tough decision. ): HOW? alamak. this is even stressful than the coming n lvls. omg.